I smile to the world but I cry for myself

I wish I could live and have fun and enjoy myself without the emptiness that is constantly there. Even when I am having fun and laughing and seemingly happy, I feel it. It never leaves.

Hello Hello! Its the last week of school and yayyyy, holidays are just next week.

But I already self-declare 1week earlier for myself already, hahahaha.

Anyways, I somehow thought that after my exams I could relax myself a little. But in the end.... you know how sometimes when people just have high expectations on you. Which really stresses me out.

I really want to make people happy, but sometimes, I really hope that they could stand in my position and think for me as well. 

Mid Year results were, I'm not too sure actually. :/

English - B4 (was expecting an A2 but I guess I totally flung it)

Math- A2 (was expecting an A1)

Science- B3

Chinese- A1 (surprisinglyyyy)

Combined Humanities- C5 (I knew it, I was never good at this subject omg)

DnT- B4

So yes, this is it. Kinda disappointed tho..... 

I'll try my very best to work harder, and scored probably an ace for mostly all of them. 

What has done can't be undone anyway, will just try harder.

I KNOW I CAN DO IT, I JUST NEED MOTIVATION, THATS ALL. 

Hahaha, enough of complaining. 

There's nothing much to post about actually. I just took like a few photos from my Instagram and decided to post it up here! Good memories, I LOVE THEM.

Very beautiful rite! I love all the people up there hehehe.
Have been really crazy about shopping lately. I don't know whats wrong with me man. I don't really spend so much on clothes because I mostly spend a HUGE amount of money on food. Well, have been blog shopping and I've ordered a shorts that I really like! Its damn unique and oh.... I just love it.
Gonna hang out with Vanessa & Estelle tomorrow, really excited & I hope everything will go smoothly and it will be a fun day out.

And lastly, do follow me on  Tumblr , Twitter & Instagram- yeepeisi

Goodnight, xo.