I want to be your everything

"She wants you to understands her, treasure her, love her & treat her like she is your everything. And that you can't afford to lose her"

Life is hard. Fucking hard.
I am suppose to be studying for my Chemistry but I don't have the mood now.
Short post here, and I really need someone who understands me.
Someone who is always there for me, cheers me up when I'm upset.
Someone who is willing to spend time with me, who is willing to come down to meet me despite of how far it is.
Someone who is true to me.
Not sure what's going with people mindset nowadays and I have to admit I do have a bad temper.
But honestly, which human being doesn't want to be pampered?
That's why I kept my mouth shut just to create peace.
And this is the reason why I'm feeling so fucking upset.
Oh well.... I guess nobody's there to be my listening ear huh?

Shall suffocate in silence, xo..